Today was indeed a great day. My dear husband was off from work and he didn't have to work his 2nd job. Cameron and I really enjoyed our day with him. The other best thing about today was that I FINALLY was able to hold my little boy after going weeks and weeks of weight restrictions after my surgery on Dec 5th. Yep, I picked him up, cuddled with him and loved every single minute of it. WOW, I missed it so much. I think about Kelly and Jenna not being able to hold their precious kids and I must say that I know how they feel. This time when I wasn't able to hold Cameron was so difficult for me and for him. I can't even begin to remember how many times he ran towards me today and told me to hold him. He would hug me and snuggle with me and I could tell that he really missed that Mommy time. My husband has done an excellent job with him, but I am ready to take over and get back to our own Mommy/Cameron time again. You never know how much you miss it until it is gone so make sure that you don't ever take anything like that for granted. I am not saying that I EVER took it for granted, but it is something that makes you think about those awesome moments of being able to hold your child, play with them and just enjoy that close bond. There is indeed nothing better then holding your child and now I have ALOT of making up to do so I better get busy!!
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