Thursday, February 26, 2009

Getting Better Every Day

Yesterday was a sad, but busy day. I tried my best to stay busy and keep my mind off what happened 5 years ago, but it is still was so fresh in my mind. I took some quiet moments to pray and send some extra love up to our child that we lost.
It was 50 degrees here in Ohio yesterday and definitely a beautiful day full of sunshine. Perhaps God knew that I needed some sunshine to brighten such a dreary day in my mind. I always try to read into things and often think that the sunshine was our child smiling down on us and reassuring us that he/she is ok and happy up in heaven. I took advantage of the warmer weather and did a few things in the garage, cleaned up some trash that had blown into our backyard and cut back a few of my plants and flowers that never got trimmed back in the fall. I am so hoping that spring is right around the corner. It is going to be in the 50's again today however starting tomorrow it is suppose to go back down to the 30's. Yep, that is a perfect example of Ohio weather!! That is probably why everyone is sick. Speaking of sick...... Cameron is getting better every day, but he is cranky as all get out. Oh - he has just been a bear lately. He has been throwing fits and just so moody and cranky. I know that some of it has to do with him not feeling so great, but could it all be from that or could he be experiencing his Terrible Two's Stage!?! Hmmm, whatever it is..... I am hoping it goes away REAL SOON.
Not much else to report here. Watched one of my favorite shows last night - Criminal Minds. Oh, I just love that show and I am SO anxious for next Monday to watch the Bachelor. I am hoping that Jason picks Melissa because I just don't care that much for Molly. I really wanted Jillian to win, but if I had to pick between Melissa and Molly.....definitely Melissa. I have been watching previews and I am so curious to see what happens. I read somewhere about a spoiler so if you are not into hearing the spoiler then you better stop reading now. Ok, the spoiler said that Jason picks Melissa, but then he later changes his mind and picks Molly. WHAT? ARE YOU SERIOUS? Oh - he better not even do that or he would go down in history as being a big time jerk that doesn't know what in the world he is doing or what he wants!! I guess we will see next week. So, who are you all wanting him to choose and why?


He And Me + 3 said...

I am sorry that yesterday was so tough for you...I am sure every year it is difficult. But, hug Cameron just a little tighter & know that the one you lost is being taken care of by the Best Father of them all:) I know He is taking care of mine too.
Sending hugs your way my friend. So glad Cameron is feeling better.

Angelwingsbaby said...

Sorry to hear about yesterday, we never do get over the babies we have lost, I know I haven't.I am here for you. ((hugs)) -Megan

Mimi said...

I'm sorry about your heart hurting. I hope today brings some joy and sunshine!

I personally don't like either Melissa or Molly. My favorite was Jillian. What a dumb man to not pick her.

But, if I had to pick, it would be Melissa! I can't wait to see the drama!!! LOL


Jennifer said...

I'm glad you made it through yesterday okay. I've been praying for you and for Cameron.

I heard that spoiler about the Bachelor too. If he did that .. Ohhhh! I'd be so mad! Men!! Don't even get me started on that. :)

Melanie said...

Hi Lisa... Well I see we have many things in common! One we have a baby in Heaven and two we LOVE the Bachelor! I wanted Stephanie at first then when she left I wanted Jillian and now I want Melissa. I see nothing between him and Molly, but then again I can be wrong. I was blown away when Jason met Naomi's parents and dad was a Christian but who knows what was up with her mom. I was blown away and I think that affected them too. So I guess Melissa... What do you think of Deanna coming back?? I don't know what to say about that cause she has him crying HARD!

Mrz. Hannah Myhre said...

Hi Lisa, Sorry you had a sad day yesterday. My heart goes out to you.

As far the Bachelor, I LOVE THAT SHOW!! lol I agree with you, I did want him to pick Jillian, because she seems to be the best pick to me. But now I hope he picks Melissa. But I have NO idea how it will turn out in the end. Hope you have a great day tomorrow:)